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this is for you. if you think you know me well enough, you should know who this is for.

i read through it again. and i felt a little unsettled. i don't know whether i would describe it as a sporadic sting racing through my being or more of an unclear smokiness of thoughts. but sometimes i feel tangled in this web. sometimes untangled. sometimes dubious. sometimes unwanted. sometimes doubted and mis-spelt. don't get me wrong. this is not about me.

but i feel scared for you. you know, even a few weeks ago, i had really wanted to question your frivolity. your sense of personal gravitation really made me question your ability to float onto the drift of situation and consequence. and i have often tried to muse and find self-fulfilling explanations to many of those. and you know what i love the most? your ability to distinguish the white from coal.

i think you did the right thing. trust me, i have full faith and confidence in you. and i know you are a responsible individual to make the radical choices. i know you analyze reflections and shadows in your moments of solitude. and i know you have tears dripping through your conscience because of this momentary disillusionment. this discomforting spiral of falling out and creeping frustrations that nudge at your sleeves. and i can see how you make an effort to hem it all together. you are the master of your choices. i know. i know i have said that at least half a dozen times before. but i have faith in you. i know you did the right thing.

in your little maze of secrets, just know this. this world is your cornerstone.

imagine.