i have a very strange feeling of liberation poking inside me for the past few days. and it feels great. as if exempt from a constant time trial. i feel brilliant. and peaceful. and at complete ease.
also, i'm loving them all. the work, the people, the food, auntyji... they're wonderful. i still think B. is my favorite person. he's an eclectic mix of anticipation, suspense, crudeness, and confidence. that's the word i was looking for -confidence. i hate people who stutter and fumble at every decision. people who screen across walls and lamp posts when asked a question. it just bugs me to no end. anyway, to get back to the point, i simply admire some of his virtues.
i also had a solid fist-pump moment today, when i went into the BRI. i've been wanting to go inside the building ever since i got here, but these silly security personnel just never would. so i had the perfect opportunity to go inside today. scrounge, you may say. but i don't think that way. anywho, i got to see gordon hall, and it was fucking fantastic. the marble glittering on the stairwell, with portraits of some of the wonders of medical science. my oh my, i loved it.
surgery tomorrow. by the way, the session on transapical catheter-assisted aortic valve session was awesome this morning.
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