My
air route to San Fran –
A flight, akin
To tight rope walking;
Between cities, pegged
On opposite coasts.
New York looks like a silver necklace
Under a wrinkled scarf of clouds.
On the ceiling above me, like metallic ribs
Un-caged, cornflower blue mixed indigo.
Grows blisters
From the troposphere’s unconscionable beatings.
A pocket-sized TV screen
Traces out my route.
I take notes of city names –
Druid Hills, Lancaster, Fredonia, Westfield.
San Francisco comes, eventually.
No wider than
A grain of rice.
Bursting into water.
Into dark pouches,
Towns emerge, shaped
Like mutant rhomboids –
A beauty pageant: ten,
Fifteen minutes under the limelight
Before vanishing into darkness.
A few minutes untangling
Headphones; knotted
Like red shoe laces.
Of habitation.
I see, light
Beyond my window screen
Thickening like gravy.
The sky changing clothes –
For somber rejoice.
Over Wyoming.
Yellowstone –I say Hello to you, and wave at you
As if you were a rookery
Of innocent school children.
I don’t know what to think anymore.
My mind is out of choices.
Sounds get caught in traffic burbles.
Its lungs puff up with smoke and vapor.
India,
Comes to mind,
And mulberries.
Preparation for descent.
Trays are to be stowed, trash
Emptied out of bowls, seats
Returned to a strict perpendicular.
Perhaps it is time to leave the comfort
Of 30,000 feet above ground –
The quiet company of stars, the foaming clouds,
Stillness of the meditative mind.
Feel on my eyes, its citrus breath.
We pray with audible gulps, the lady
To my right, in a bright teal sari
Clutches tightly onto her light-brown rosary.
Excited, even –my dark epidermis.
We move closer and closer to the manicured strip
Of pastel phosphorescence –guide lights
Blinking, yawning, chewing.
My heart folds like a careful kerchief.
Engines pirouette at monumental speeds; their tutus
Swirl, pivot, riot, spin.
A moaning of wings, follow
Thunderous cackles of metal windbreakers.
The leg wheels sizzle, trachea distends; balls
Of air pulse out.
Choke from the unbearable weight
Of muted text messages.
I made it here,
Finally.
A flight, akin
To tight rope walking;
Between cities, pegged
On opposite coasts.
New York looks like a silver necklace
Under a wrinkled scarf of clouds.
I
sit in the belly of the whistling jet,
Counting
on one hand, arcsOn the ceiling above me, like metallic ribs
Un-caged, cornflower blue mixed indigo.
And
a few inches further up,
The
cabin skin Grows blisters
From the troposphere’s unconscionable beatings.
A pocket-sized TV screen
Traces out my route.
I take notes of city names –
Druid Hills, Lancaster, Fredonia, Westfield.
San Francisco comes, eventually.
The
moon, above my dimpled shoulder,
Sparkly
white, polished, looksNo wider than
A grain of rice.
To
my right, I notice,
A
handful of clouds Bursting into water.
Underneath
the aircraft’s
Bent
abdomen, legs foldedInto dark pouches,
Towns emerge, shaped
Like mutant rhomboids –
A beauty pageant: ten,
Fifteen minutes under the limelight
Before vanishing into darkness.
Three
hours in,
I
drink coffee and spend A few minutes untangling
Headphones; knotted
Like red shoe laces.
Orange
sodium lamps
At
a distance, mark bordersOf habitation.
I see, light
Beyond my window screen
Thickening like gravy.
The sky changing clothes –
For somber rejoice.
The
attendant announces
We
are now Over Wyoming.
Yellowstone –I say Hello to you, and wave at you
As if you were a rookery
Of innocent school children.
I don’t know what to think anymore.
My mind is out of choices.
I
play Chopin on my iPod,
But
the violin mutes. Sounds get caught in traffic burbles.
The
moon, I suddenly realize,
Has
sprinted ahead.
The
cabin fills up with wheezes
Of
the engine’s dramatic hyperventilation;Its lungs puff up with smoke and vapor.
India,
Comes to mind,
And mulberries.
Drowsy
at 11 pm –
Our
pilot finally announcesPreparation for descent.
Trays are to be stowed, trash
Emptied out of bowls, seats
Returned to a strict perpendicular.
Perhaps it is time to leave the comfort
Of 30,000 feet above ground –
The quiet company of stars, the foaming clouds,
Stillness of the meditative mind.
Beyond
my window, I can almost see
The
Pacific’s knobby knuckles.Feel on my eyes, its citrus breath.
And
then the jet spikes
Into
an abrupt seizure. We pray with audible gulps, the lady
To my right, in a bright teal sari
Clutches tightly onto her light-brown rosary.
The
first drop, and to my left
San
Francisco is waiting.
I smile out wide;
My
lip edges curl like tendrils on a trellis. Excited, even –my dark epidermis.
The
second drop, and my belly caves:
That
sudden emptiness from gravity’s displacement. We move closer and closer to the manicured strip
Of pastel phosphorescence –guide lights
Blinking, yawning, chewing.
And
we hit the ground with a thud, the final landing.
In
San Francisco, at last, I breathe
fast –My heart folds like a careful kerchief.
Engines pirouette at monumental speeds; their tutus
Swirl, pivot, riot, spin.
A moaning of wings, follow
Thunderous cackles of metal windbreakers.
The leg wheels sizzle, trachea distends; balls
Of air pulse out.
We
taxi to the gate. The crowd
Resumes
its usual clamor. Cell phonesChoke from the unbearable weight
Of muted text messages.
I
am giddy with happiness.
Overcome,
with this feeling ofI made it here,
Finally.
At
last, the time comes to leave the plane.
I
spill onto a dream.
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