a definition

to think about a word, a definition. a description of an emotion. to come to mind a tenderness, a lump plunging rolling gurgle sub-led and placed, subcutaneously like a paramour. to think of love, laced in a genuine humility, a caudal genuflection to a consented partnership. an alliance, an agreement. a weakness. to the extent and distance of a feather giggle, a wispy chuckle, a cotton crisp, honeycomb saccharin, molten malleable puddle of pastel wax, of a crackling glitter bliss, a dredge melancholy, a suffocating bind, emotional enclave and business alcoves, in a mesh of breathtaking heartwarming spectacles. a tripod fleck of changeable, mutable paradoxes, enveloped in a primal depth. to not love, to hanker after, to feel a genuine defeat. this is a matter of accountability. a matter of trust and space. the predictive unpredictable. a way around verbiage, the verbose and the incoherent. speechlessness and blankness of a mutter, a chatter, a wallowing and thunder, eroticism and a blood genesis of satellite touch. a remote clover hue, of expectation and anticipation, of the sexual squeal, of the bawling hippie, of the promote egotism, the ice catharsis frigid of cold annulment, of a hopelessness. i want to love, i want to find, i want to live a life of leaves. and dress in trains and sallow beads. in a unicorn oblivion, a rain shower promiscuity of the dead art of sincerity. i want to lie, by your by, and hold your smile in the jar of bells, in glass and blood, in appreciation of a patent, closing obscurity.